Surprise Birthday Party~ (at JiaoQi's)

Hey =) 

A special thanks to Andrew, Jiao Qi, Seok Zhong, Yi Ling, Shirley, Sue Ann, Chee Khai, Huoy Shin, Jun Hong, Yuan Chen and Wilfred (did i forget anyone? Hope not...) for celebrating my birthday last Friday night~ (Although it's still a week till my actual birthday) The cake was nice, the spagetthi was better, the pizza was the best! =D And also the boiled eggs made by jiaoqi's mum (oh yea, thanks aunty :) ) Too bad i had my dinner beforehand ='( But I still ate quite alot D: 

Thanks alot guys. Love you all =) 

A quote to share

Just something to share, quite common, but still nice =)  :

You may not think that the world needs you, but it does. For you are unique like no one that has ever been before or will come after. No one can speak with your voice, say your piece, smile your smile, or shine your light. No one can take your place, for it is yours alone to fill. If you are not there to shine your light, who knows how many travelers will lose their way as they try to pass by your empty place in darkness?       

                                                                                  - Anonymous-

P.S.  :
I'll move on. But just not now... Give me some time?
Thanks to those who've accompanied me through this, much Appreciated ~
I'll stay strong for them. Thanks :)

Again

Hmm... Having mixed feelings right now... Mixed feelings towards people, mixed feelings towards things. No idea how to describe, but it sure doesn't feel good @@ Stress? nah. Probably just going moody again, haha. Where did my optimistic cells went? ><

C'mon, cheer up =)

Pity pendrive

Great.... This is the 2nd time my pendrive got 'infected' by viruses... TT  Lost a lot of files. Again. My sejarah and biology notes, AJK lists for both clubs (2008,09,10), some images, and some other stuff... Well, the first time was when I borrowed a teacher's laptop to print a copy of something vital that is needed on that day itself. Later on back home, I found out that over 30 files in the pendrive are corrupted. It's my fault for forgetting to bring the file i printed out at home, so might as well learn my lesson.

So it was yesterday, I handed in my pendrive to a teacher for she needed to check on some pictures i designed in softcopy. This morning what she told me when she returned the pendrive was, "Ying2, pls check if there's any viruses in the pendrive cause I haven't checked it thoroughly (well, not really exact, but with the meaning in it)". I scanned it with a lame antivirus scan, and there you go -228 viruses neutralised- Cool isn't it? @@ It really worsen my mood a lot since I wasn't feeling any good before the discovery.

Lesson learnt, teachers' computers are full with viruses ~~
So beware...

Moody night

Tonight is just like any other night, just that i put aside my homework and other stuff for I'm not in the mood of doing anything. Just facebooking and blogging, wonder how I spent a few hours just on these 2 sites ~~ Forgot to get Marathon form for Kee Wen >.< hope I'll remember to get it on Monday, if it's not too late...

Thinking about miserable stuff since there isn't anything to distract my attention. I realize that I'm not what i thought i could be. I'm just me, nothing more nor less. I thought i can live life without complaining about stuff that are unfair. I thought i can cope with everything. But now i feel i'm losing my patience, my passion, my efficiency and so on... I get frustrated fast by people's jokes, have mood swings a lot, can't seem to understand and care as much as i used to be before. I'm starting to neglect what i always cared, my friends, my duties, my studies. Everything's out of my control now. Sigh, there's still one year to go, wonder how can I get through it.

I'm weak i believe, I can try something and fail once, twice, thrice, but i wonder if i can move on. It's been a long time since I savour success, or solve every single miserable stuff and let go all the stress. I really hope to relax for just a little while... Probably I'm just the useless kind of people.

Hopefully, there's still hope somewhere.

Hoping for a brighter tomorrow~ =)

- Quite emo lately, please don't mind - 

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2 weeks of holidays, wasted. 

Holiday homework, undone.

Mid-year exam, bye bye.

......


Feeling bad. But what can I do, announcing it to the whole world? Most of them will tell me the same thing, like: try again next time - you still have next year - it's over, no use to be sad about it. Yea, and it's all true. But I'd better shut up than hearing it over and over again. I'll go mad.


Hopefully,
I still have the courage to move on.

CN CN CN

            About 2 days till Charity Night. Feeling quite numb now, not too excited nor calm. Just finished writing my speech for that night, credits to Wern Yeen for I kinda copied a lot from what she had written for our proposal intro =) But still that's my piece of hardwork k? Never tried so hard to merge my own piece with another person's work ><

           Charity Night's making me moody~ Wouldn't know if my words or actions accidentally hurt any of my friends but if I did, I'm real sorry... Hopefully it'll never happen again. Still, Charity Night is 2 days away. I really really really hope that the least problems will occur on that day since the problems we're facing now is 'more than enough'. God bless us. Even though I don't believe in one. Any yea, I can really add in some names in the ajk list of Charity Night which are - 'Ying Ying's mom and Ying Ying's housemaid'. They helped to do the booklets which include cutting each A4 paper into half (bout 100 pieces) and folding them accordingly. Really thank them alot.

             As for my committees members, I apologize for any harsh words or angry tones from me. I hope, sincerely, that we can work together as a team and not like what it is for now.  

          Hope Charity Night will be a success (fingers crossed). =)